After the task she excused herself and went back to her mother.Īfter we left the open day and as I waited for the bus, she drove by in her car with her mum. We started to run out of things to say and I started saying things that probably weireded her out. I was making her laugh and I tried to get a repore with her.īut then it tuned. We started talking and it was going great…I thought I was being quite charming. I asked if I could interview her and she agreed. I had no problem with this and found myself approaching a young girl who was sat with hr mother. I’m hoping to attend a journalism course and as a little task for the day we had to interview someone in the room who we didn’t know. Surely someone who does that can’t fit in with the sophisticates of university? Surely I’m too weird to fit in? I’m a person who last Sunday after been given a free tv link…sat and watched Red Dwarf for ages. I was there by myself and everything about it looked great but I have this fear inside of me that says I won’t fit in. I was at an open day on Wednesday for uni. Some people you can bet your house on to pull though for ya and others will continue to disappoint you until the end of time. The most confusing part of life I’ve found so far is other people. Now, however, we haven’t been out for 3 weeks and it looks like neither of us are going to bother bridging the developing gap. Here was someone I could talk about anything with.

At first we started going out once a week and it was great. It has proved mostly successful but a part of me believes most of the relationships won’t ever be restored to what they once were. I’ve ended up getting back in touch with a lo of old friends. Now it’s luck to have a new post every 6 months.Ī lot of things have changed and some things…not at all. This blog used to be updated nearly daily.

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